I'm feeling so upset now.

I'm sick while I try all means and ways to prevent it.

I'm piled up with tonnes and messy and confusing project assignments.

And I feel like I'm the worst daughter and gf.

I just want a getaway.

I just can't help crying now.

I'm just so tired and shagged from everything.

And I haven't found the solution yet.

I'm just tired.

This yr's v-day could be one of the most memorable..or shld I say, the most unforgettable occasion smelly egg and I had so far during this one year r/s...

Last yr was simply too pathetic...shall not spell it out...

This yr's totally diff!

Smelly egg actually had plans one week before it and I totally have no ideas what he was planning...

So ytd, he make me starve the morning coz he had "prepared breakfast" for me, which later turned out to be this!!!

Chocolate fudge cake...yummy!!! And I ate 2 slices!!!

Later on, I discovered the Build-a-bear Bear bucks underneath the cake!!!

OMG!!! hehe...

So no doubt, after tt we went Vivo to build my bear ...

Before building, we actually planned to settle dinner at BK, but it was so packed...Having too stubborn cox I really wanted to eat their tendergrill, I made the both of us loiter outside BK while waiting for this couple to finish their lovey-dovey(they already finish their meal!)...we finally had a seat after tt!!! Under my stubborness!

Ok, so , comes the awaited building of bear...the shop was so bustling w pple! So filled with excited pple who keep changing their bears in and out with clothes! So am I!!!

The staff made smelly egg do silly things like " If you want ur gf and the bear to be full and not starving, choose a heart and rub it on ur stomach, rub on the bear's stomach and ur gf's stomach and jump three times"!!!

And he did!!! Its so embarrassing!!!

After difficult choice over the bear's clothings, my bear finally emerge!!!

And its birth cert...

After tt, I happily carry the bear in its box and we went to Sentosa. We happened to sit on the side of the beach beside the place where they had the Song of the Sea going on...and we saw fireworks!!!

OMG!!! Tts the nearest distance I've come to see fireworks and its splendid!!! Oh my, its simply very beautiful!!!

With the breezes of the sea and sa-sha of waves...we end v-day on a happy note :)

And I'm carrying my bear bear in my arms while typing this post...

I'm just so addicted to this song tt's playing on my blog...


I have to listen to it before I start working on my assignments!

Lucky~

Jason Mraz Lyrics

Although I just ate this ytd, but I still miss it.

Can I have a year's supply of kueh lapis???

And this...apple crumble pie anyone??? :( I want to eat !!!

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This displays my frustration towards pple now.Dun think u r the only one stress.What u have on ur hands is lesser compared to mine.

I watched "Underworld-Rise of the Lycans". Satisfying! Its nice, action-pac and its romantic =) Oh, and its sad. Projects have been tonning and there isn't much time left for me and smelly egg. Ever since CNY, we've not gone out much. He meets to accompany me study while he read his book quietly beside me, if not, to print notes. Today is the only day we can at least watch a movie. So, it was cherished very much by both of us.

Pple ard me have been doing things pretty fast. It seem to me tt either they are all very efficient, if not, they're camp at home buried under projects without a life. Am I too much to catch a simple movie? Or am I slow???


After deep thinking, I've come up with a conclusion. I'm not slow. So, u guys know what I mean!!!

Every time I found sth I like. It will not be long lasting. Tts why I nv admit I like anything.
Now tt I admitted sth tt I like. Its gonna leave me.Pple take things for granted. I take pple for granted, pple took me for granted.I began to feel frustrated again.Just that its more serious this time.I finally break down ytd, and threw everything on my table. Sit down on the floor with my knees in my arms and cry.Nobody's taking me seriously anyway.I scolded mean things to somebody in the past.And tt person did it to me today.It hurts.Tt person must have hurt too in the past.I wonder how tt person tolerated.But I couldn't get over it.Tt person said this before,"What's pass is past".But this time is different.I rmb the past.He sworn it.Its over.

Sometimes when u feel like u can trust somebody, u actually cannot.


This person will do sth behind ur back. Until somebody reveals sth to u, then u'll realise u've been naive to believe tt u two r relying on each other.


Actual fact, the person fend for "itself".


U r nobody to tt person.


SO in a nut shell, stay away from tt person.


If forced by circumstances, u cant.



Then put on a mask.


Afterall, tts what the person did to u.


Tt person is pathetic afterall.


Cox this person will always be treated as a jackass in my heart forever.


Sad for "it".