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My Beloved Ah Ni Ni



Ah ni ni! Do u know how much I LOVE U?!?

U're so adorable,
so cute,
so sweet,
appealing,
endearing,
pretty,
attractive,
charming,
delightful,
gorgeous,
stunning,
elegant,
dazzling....Are all THESE enough? If not I'll be glad to add more, but DUN say I'm mushy & disgusting ok?!?

I was pondering over some qns...
I came across my frenz's blog and she wrote tt she cant stand those mushy lovey-dovey stuffs...
and I was thinking whether these lovey-dovey filled my life, do they filled YOUR life?



I put some of my fav songs up on this blog, but how many pple wld take the time to listen all of them, who wld take the time to read my past entries...just how many pple wld put in that extra effort to make someone happy in the way tt someone wants?




Well, of all this big big world, one might not be able find ur ideal half...even if u have, how certain r u ,to say tt the person u found is the ideal one...when in fact, sometimes pple dun even know how ideal shld their ideal half be...




Some people ,for fear tt the things they do will make the pple they love go away...and so they DO things tt their loved ones like, and ignore their own feelings and thinking...as time goes by, they forgot abt their stand...their character...most importantly, they forgot who they are, immersing in pool of tears and misery. Only to find tt their so-called "loved ones" will still go away one day, unappreciate of their efforts and hardwork tt they've put in...



Hah! Just some random thoughts of mine! Do u pple understand what I'm talking?

I realized I'm so naive and foolish...I dunno what I'm doing in the past few weeks...Its time to stop all this, before things get ugly...and cant turn back.

I'll go bonkers if I'm continually been stressed by this "vicious cycle" I made up. Is it a vicious cycle? Or is it tt I'm too bothered abt it when its actually nth...

I had a wonderful day today! Though some might say y am I always outside...but I know the time spent was always so short and hard. Pple who didnt see my hardwork can't criticize me. Nonetheless, I know someone out there is also working hard with me also, right? :)

I think this song below best describes my feelings now...Nvm,one week will pass very soon!




Avril Lavigne :: When you're gone



I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

hmmm...from tmr onwards, sm's gonna get stuck in the camp for two whole weeks...tts to say I cant see him as well...haiz. Ytd was the worst day of my life I guess.I really dun wish history to repeat itself agn.Really can't. Though he promised to call everyday, but I doubt its possible to do so since he's serving his reservist,the days must be tired, I can't be so selfish to expect him to call everyday...

Nonetheless, we enjoyed ourselves today. Though Haw Par Villa wasn't really a wonderful place to hang out, but we did enjoy ourselves. Tts good enough.
And 10,000 b.c. was really a good movie!!! Its funny, serious,touching,sacarstic...U name it,they have it.And well, Tt marked our day as well. Though I hate to say it, but I think I'm really gonna miss sm.

I like Him. I like surprises. But I like him more.

I'm currently in a state of hanging-in-the-air.But I'll find my direction real soon.

Im so tired and I had a craving for movies badly...Had a number of movies wanting to watch...(listing not in order)

#L: Change The World
#The Leap Years
#The Diving Bell And The Butterfly **
#Away From Her
#Juno

Hmph...I really wanna watch...

Yeah!I've fallen sick agn! Or shld I say I've never recover ... I'm experiencing influenza & the ulcer tt was heal weeks ago seems to be appearing at the same place agn...haiya...looks like must heed auntie meng's advice & eat more fruits ...

I was doing this test abt "what sign is ur true love" when the result was....

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

ok there.Haven been feeling well these days.First, I was so tired I actually took a 2-hr afternoon nap.This may be no big deal,but for a person who's seldom take afternoon naps(1-2 times a year!), 2-hr aftnn nap is a big deal. Next,after I was refreshed from the nap,I found my left eye rather red,so I did a brave thing, put on eye drops.I've always been afraid to put on eye drops, it scares me off,but nevertheless, I still did.for the few days couple days somemore:(
Then, as my eye was getting better, my cough deteriorates.I was basically coughing from last night till test today. Creating a nuisance for the pple sitting next to me...When can cough leave me?Theres something "better"I cant meet woodblock for the next couple of weeks,not even lunch. Whats even "better" is tt he'll be going for reservist 1-2weeks aft.Which means,we might be out of each other's vision for almost 1 month."Best".And I'm having dizzy spells now...Better stop here b4 I talk nonsense...


I miss u

I'm so stressed up.I can't seem to find anyone to stand by me when I needed somebody to be there. I felt so lonely and I don't know what I'm doing, what I'm talking,what I'm thinking...

Happy Things today: Dear surprise me today!He turn up in school unexpectedly!!!Hehe,though the time spent werent long,but I'm still v glad he came specially to see me:)at least there's something to brighten me today.

Unhappy things today: I don't understand why I'm so stupid,I just can't figure the stuffs if my friends didnt help me. I cant blame the lecturer coz since my frenz can figure out the stuffs taught by him,y cant I?ARGH!!!!!!!!I need gravity!

U disgust me,makes me irk.Will u just go away and stop all those nonsense u tot they were upright things tt u shld obey.sickening.jerk.

Im so frustrated,I'm still doing the mgmt acc which I thik I'll puke any moment at the sight of it!I'm already working v hard!Y cant u just finish it up quickly and leave me alone?!?!?!?!?!Im gonna finish it another half an hour and tts it!!!!

My frenz's bf is just so sweet!!!!:x
Im so envious...click on the link below to know more http://www.purplesoul.blogspot.com/

On impluse,I went dear's workplace and surprise him aft school ytd!So was he happy???The answer is ,I saw a silly guy smilling from ear to ear all the way from United Sq to Novena...hehe
March issue of cleo is out,initially I was pondering if I should buy it coz some contents in it doesn't seem appealing for me...but then dear say he'd buy for me,so while I was helping him to do housekeeping, I put the cleo mag on top of the diaries and forgot all abt it.So I came back without cleo:(
Aft I got home ,I was so tired tt I slept in the middle of our sms'ing...hehe
Pple say old pple doesn't sleep a lot...so tt explains y dear can sleep late and wake up early...Dear,U think U v young???HAHA!!!And I also saw his H.P. at cold storage...and he was singing her praises in the train,looks like I got to sing B. praises right???Then to-be Mrs L. will become to-be Mrs T.
Also,my tagboard's supposed to be filled with dear's name and not sk's name right?Pple who dunno will be mistaken haha!

I just read through post secret and kitchen contraptions website. Post secret is so sweet this weeek,due to V day.Its so nice to read through it.(Suddenly I feel like reading Cleo)Kitchen contraptions makes me crave for waffle hot dog!!! Though I'm having a headache, but I still feel like eating piping waffle hot dog!!!Hehe

Im so tired at lecture today.So tired tt I didnt even eat anything during breaktime so i went to washroom to wash my face.In the end, I was so tired and blur tt I forgot.Best.
I make careless mistake during the lect qns,UnforGiving!After lunch,shuzk,rayn,and me sat at the cafe there to talk,but it wasnt long though,then I decided to go home...Later teaching tuition,and I still feel a bit sleepy...And I discover that there's one black patch of dunno what on my upper lip!!!Im rather heaty these days,so tt constitutes bad breath,moodiness,ulcer blah blah blah...so sickening...and woodblock still haven tag. Im not sleeping well these days also,triple eyelids forming on my left eye!!!
I think I need a sleep,I keep typing the wrong words and backspacing...






To woodblock:
Have u discover how to tag???I wanna see ur tag by tonight k...

Hmmm...went dear's house ytd,it doesnt seem to be as intimidating as I thought.I saw the long-awaited chinchilla...so chubby,bubbly and bouncy.Seems to be full of energy ,always jumping up and down,and like a child,easily coaxed and con,haha.I also ate something called"Bai Guo".Inititally I thought I was supposed to eat a plate of cabbage-cum-fishcake-cum-prawn-cum-slices of pork kinda dish for lunch.It turns out tt the fishcake thingy is called "bai guo". At least its quite nice though its my 1st time trying it.After tt ,we were watching "Silent Hill" vcd with Shoba & her husband.When we got to Bugis, there was such long queue at the ticketing counter,so we thought suntec might be a better alternative,little did we know the movie we wanted to watch wasnt even showing at Suntec!We've walked 2 places and didnt even get to watch a single movie.Irony that my sis watched the same movie twice a day in the same place:(
As a result we went toys'r'us instead...and it fun!I heard the songs tt's long forgotten since I've grown up.And yeah la, we got childish agn by fiddling with the disney princesses' dress onto each other...hehe
I earned myself a chance to get him to buy whatever I want by testing him whats "pwp"!Yeah!!!And its valid for as long as I wan!!!

I've told u .....
I dunno how to handle quarrels....
I.....
nv meant to quarrel at all,but u were mistaken...
And...
u didn't ask for the reason....
leaving me hanging in the air...
I'm not angry...just disappointed.
Maybe....
I'm too selfish,not considerate and sensitive enough to your feelings
Maybe.....
we do not understand each other well enough...
Probably...tts it.

Went to collect my phone with dear today,my phone's finally showing the correct time of msg received.Haven been studying the whole day, the headache's making me sleepy the whole day...so im gonna have to burn midnight oil later.Dear and I was so childish at cwp.I was always hiding behind him so tt he cant see me..hehe,im childish i noe.He was no better ok.The plant(Yin Liu) tt chinese usually placed in their homes during new year, he called it "the tree". Haha, was laughing my head off...as usual, he nv fails to make me happy...ok, shall be a good girl and got back to study now!