Whirl of emotions

I went to meet my good friend today.She is so poor thing and till now,I dunno if she had recovered from it. Anyway, I feel so sad for her that I cry for her.But at least she have sonmebody to think of when she's lonely, I dun even have a dui xiang!omg, my life is so empty now, no job, no nothing.Heard that A levels gonna released ard 9/2, Damn shock!I dun wan!I wan a happy CNY.I really dunno what to do, what i can do, I'm so lost!Everything is so not right, nothing is going well and perfect for me at this moment of my life!And the stupid horoscope book say i have everything going well,shit book.Darn book.I wish I can have the powers to control everything in my life,make everything go well and perfect as I wish.