The Protégé

I went to watch The Protégé with yinting.The movie turn out to be v. diff from what I thought.Its quite amazing to see how their “kitchen”where drugs are produced are ,plus how the drug-peddlers and the police nicknamed diff. size and kinds of drug. Though the scene of the female lead been bitten by the rats are horrifying, however, I think her acting skills are fabulous.Her daughter ,to me,is strong.Not physically but mentally.She only cried once and she is obedient,knows how to take care of herself by running to the undercover to look for food.Although she is young and kinda ignorant---but she is good in some way.Other children only knows how to cry. Andy lau’s part is touching and sad.I can understand his point of view to earn fast money,but as the undercover said, his values are wrong.Absolutely to me. The last scene leaves me puzzled. Did or did not the undercover inject the drug?Think not.As I said,the girl is good in some way. Pulls away the needle.

Trust is also another highlight in the movie.I dun understand why the Kun ge(Andy lau's character) would choose to believe in the undercover and when in fact,he doesn't believe in anyone ,not even his business partners.I feel so sorry for him when he said all those things that the undercover and him went through that made him believe in the undercover.His last begging of the undercover to allow him to die shows his love for his family.He deceive himself by believing that the business he did is not wrong,but actual fact,he does know.Thats why he keep saying things like"Its the drug-addicters fault,I did not promote drugs..."over and over again in fast speed.People might think its a funny scene,its does,but there seems to be an underlying meaning to me.
The whole movie compromises of comedy,tragic,harshness of reality and...running away from reality of people.Good movie indeed.

Its 12.35pm and I cant get to sleep.I feel so stressed talkin with my friend, she actually got to thinking and....argh!I 've been having so many sleepless nights ,thinking about so many things that I dun wanna think.Schooling stressed,working unhappy,no work also unhappy,Y is my life so dull and boring?So empty,dry and lifeless!I think Im gonna hibernate and retreat into my own world soon, just like in the past,gu pi!

Frustrated is the word!

I've been hooked on to this jap animations called "Atashin'chin" aka 我們這一家.Its v. hilarious ans it brightens up my day.The characters are,too,v. funny and it portrays problems and situations tts v. close to our livelihood.Its available at the youtube.

The happy family

Daughter and her bestie
The LEAD Character,Mrs Hua!

I just wanna live my life carefree now, sleep 12 hrs a day, read my v, own books, do housework,good temper,smile wide wide everyday.Not everyone have to live the life of someone else,envy doesnt get anyone anywhere, neither do jealousy.Carpe diem,do the things we want, say the things we want, dun let timidness,cowardness overwhelmed us,for we dont know when we be gone.Have a big heart.

Actually I had a draft of ytd's blog, but I cant seem to cont'd the post.Haiz,anyway, my frenz sms ytd telling me she got a tuition assignment,askin me whether to take up anot,i agree and she said will tell me more today.However, she went to ask another frenz of mine TODAY askin her whether she wans the assignment anot.I mean,What is this?I've already agreed and she go on to approach other pple without even telling me the rest ??Can frenz be trusted?NO.Should have known this thoery v. well.The good thing is I did not place too much hope on this task ,if not, I would be cursing and swearing now.Its been more than a year since I've patronize Kbox,haiz, when can I go?PPle say tt 9 Feb is the date of O'lvl results release, one week aft,which is 16 Feb, will be A lvl's turn.What the heck, can they give me a happy CNY?Just 2 days b4 if they release results,I will go bonkers.Furthermore, MY clique are going to take their results at a much later time than me, so,I supposed nobody's gonna go with me...BEST.PUI4Am I supposed to go to the hall and sit down there alone?Like an idiot?And face everything by myself?Damn it.Better to depend on oneself,no one's gonna accompany and support anyone forever.

Bakery..random

I'd wish to work in a bakery if given the chance.Ever since I've read the book "Sophie's bakery for the broken heart",I think that it would be great to work in a bakery, if possible, my own bakery!However,I don't even know how to bake a cookie, how is it gonna be possible leh?

Anyway, I finally got the chance to eat my "DA WAN MIAN",its actually fried chicken noodles.But its my favourite meal at bt panjang plaza. I always eat that whenever I went there.I dunno why I like the dish but its just my fav.Hehez.

pic taken from www.justhungry.com

Fragile life...

A great day today.Ytd the news reported an actress from taiwan got hit and was in dangerous coma, but hours later, she was reported dead.She is not even the driver but was just sitting at the front seat and she got such a great impact on the head from the hit that she died.While the driver, which is her assistant,suffered ,minor injuries.She was so young and so many things waiting for her to do.I feel so sad for her.It then occurred to me that really," life occurs in a split second","shen ming zai yu shun jian".While I was passing by the living room to walk over to my room, I saw the floods in Malaysia and 17 pple died in tt,suddenly I thought of the so called "floods" in Singapore,and realised, could Singapore encounter such floods?And,could we die in that kind of floods?It is said that Singapore do not have any natural disasters,but then, floods,from the unusual rains these days,could have worsen and we would be in that kind of situation aint it?I was phoning my ex-boss and negotiating over my pay and realised I count one day less, shit, must remember to tell her if not she cut more pay.Damn her.But when thinking that a person's life could be so fragile, I felt less angry at her behaviour.Why not let go a bit to relax myself and lead a happier life?Since I have no idea of when I'd be taken by god...

Whirl of emotions

I went to meet my good friend today.She is so poor thing and till now,I dunno if she had recovered from it. Anyway, I feel so sad for her that I cry for her.But at least she have sonmebody to think of when she's lonely, I dun even have a dui xiang!omg, my life is so empty now, no job, no nothing.Heard that A levels gonna released ard 9/2, Damn shock!I dun wan!I wan a happy CNY.I really dunno what to do, what i can do, I'm so lost!Everything is so not right, nothing is going well and perfect for me at this moment of my life!And the stupid horoscope book say i have everything going well,shit book.Darn book.I wish I can have the powers to control everything in my life,make everything go well and perfect as I wish.

Remember

Upon pondering what time should I go for my interview, I thought of something that was thrown to the back of my head ever since dunno when.I was excited at having this interview later,but as time goes by, I started to chicken out, hesitating, its not easy to find a decent job that my father approves of which is near my house,and now, there is two such job.Dental asst. and clinic asst.I really dun lyk this of myself.As I think about something for a long time, i tend to give it up.Its just then i remember a phrase that i found in chicken soup that encourages me some time ago and I like it a lot.It goes like this, "Being brave is not not being scared.Brave is being scared and having to do what you have to do."Moreover,this is just an interview,not a life and death issue, whats there for me to chicken out?I have encounter countless interviews before,so this is not a problem...Whatever the case is, wish me good luck!

I'm sick...again.

So sorry tt i haven been updating my blog for so long,almost a week eh.Hmmm,first,is tt i'm plain too lazy and theres nothing interesting for me to blog.Anyway, I've fallen sick again...v. well.thanks to my younger sis ,she wake up with fever the day before, in the afternoon,we thought her fever is gone and she would be better.But then,she change to keep throwing up, so my father and me took her to the 24 hrs clinic tt very night.Though she had an injection to stop her vomitting,she still keeps on vomittin when we reached home,so i had to rush with her to the washroom during the night.The next thing i know when i wake up,is that im down with fever,sore throat,flu.Best.Except to wake up to eat, i slept throughout the day.Maybe I slept too much during the day, i had problem sleeping at night.I kept tossing and tossing but i still fall to sleep,and my nose is so blocked that i has difficulty breathing.What a day.Today, though my fever is gone, my sore throat and blocked nose is still there.And tomorrow i had an interview.I must secure this job, i Must and I have to!Hope my voice can be clear tomorrow.

Comeback

Hi everyone, ever since i terminated my last blog, I've never thought of creating a blog anymore, cause my blog address has ever been changing and I got quite sick of telling people to relink me. It's kind of a nuisance.However, I came to a decision once more and this shall be my last ever blog and its not gonna change webby anymore.If anytime should I terminate this blog, it means there is no blog of mine anymore.Haz.
In the year of 2007, I've finally started working and its been my wish of end 2006.However, this working period has only lasted for barely a week.Partly because my rashness took control of me, also, I'm rather unhappy at the job although its quite safe and steady.So, my job hunting begins again.I'm getting a bit restless looking at the newspaper recruit section everyday.But I know I should adpat a more active attitude.I will.I'm gonna try out new things this very year.Though I'm 19, but I don't think I will go for driving lesson cause my passion for that is not here yet and I don't wanna force myself to do things that I don't like.So, thst will be placed aside for the time period.
One more thing, I've finally found the suitable blog name,MOODSWING.My moodswing is really huge and, swings are nice.(?)

Since I'm free for the time being, I'm engaging in a book " The time traveller's wife".The book was ,to me,so far so good.I think I will like the book.It speaks on the perspective of both the traveller(Henry) and his wife(Clare). It is rare in the way the story goes.Perhaps, u all can try it out.