Its so late...smelly egg went to his dreamland already cox I'm preoccupied with my SQ!

No doubt we've finish it three weeks ago...but there are ethics, marcom and AMCA projects...all so hectic tt i've barely have time to compile and edit my sq...

Finally, after much struggle, I finished the compiling and editing!

All tts left is print and bind!

WooHoo~

Not to mention the 5000 +++++ words to cut!

And its done!!!

What an achievements...

Special thanks to those who help out :)

Now, its my turn to hit the bed!!!

I'm so irritated by the project. I have a hard time cutting the words. And I'm like reading abt flyer and cutting the words abt flyer. Its just so annoying!!!

At the end of the project, Spore Flyer could hire me to advise them abt improvements they could made...


ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm tired. And I'm stressed.

But I'm reminded to PUT MY GLASS DOWN.

So, I reckon I'll not have insomnia tonight.

I feel sick in the afternoon...


And it got better....


After hearing a news in the evening...


I feel like crying.


I just feel like shouting, "ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"


Why can't he be stronger and be more protectant of us, tt way I won't be feeling so insecure now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

While I was reading, I was so distracted I went to compile my project, while compiling, I got distracted again and so I went to look at one of the site that I frequent...

Source: http://www.auntyyochana.blogspot.com/

And I saw this...As I scroll down more...

Source: http://www.auntyyochana.blogspot.com/

I saw this!!! I cannot resist it anymore!

I'm so craving for chocolate, and cake and crossaint!

Oh, recently I learnt tt the actually pronounciation for crossaint is "Qua S on" not "Cro s on"! Interesting...

I wanna eat cake and crossaint and chocolate!

I'm so tired and finally the Appendix for outdoor media is uploaded!!!


I can go to sleep now!!!!!



Sleep, so treasured and precious to me now!!!

Sometimes its just bloody irritating to stay at home. Especially when ur pressence doesn't make a diff. You dun even feel like you have the basic level of dignity and respect from pple. Whats the use of staying then?

Smelly Egg inspires mw with this sometime ago with this quote, " Tough times don't last, tough man do."

From the ethics pt of view, according to Socrates or Plato or whichever ancient philosopher, the purpose of woman in the past is just a child-bearing being. Note, its a being.

Now, we're in the 21st century, we shall now forget abt the theories of Socrates, Plato and Aristotle.


Tough times dont't last, tough man do, tough woman even will.


YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LETS CHEER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FOR ALL THE GOOD THINGS IN YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dun like YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anybody who's gonna give me another exclaimation is gonna GET IT FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


WHAT THE HECK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everything seems so great initially. Be it making friends, going into a relationship or playing a game, eating a nice chocolate ice-cream cone.


When things get on to the middle stage, u begin to see the true colours of the friends u think are so great initially, u understand what ur gf or bf is actually like, u find the game level is hard to attain, and the melting chocolate ice-cream cone is beginning to make ur fingers dirty.

The decision made here is, whether u want to continue with what you've done or achieve so far or u want to continue to find ways to deal with it.

Why cant some things be as simple and clear. The society is already filling us with traumas and insecurities. Why cant there be a space, place or even somebody we can find comfort in, whereby we dun have to worry about getting disappointments or unhappiness cox it will always be there, like a tree. Giving u comfort and back-up whenever u are tired.

Sadly speaking, there is nth so good in this world.

If we cant deal with it, we can only be dealt with.


To survive, just keep fighting.

I'm feeling so upset now.

I'm sick while I try all means and ways to prevent it.

I'm piled up with tonnes and messy and confusing project assignments.

And I feel like I'm the worst daughter and gf.

I just want a getaway.

I just can't help crying now.

I'm just so tired and shagged from everything.

And I haven't found the solution yet.

I'm just tired.

This yr's v-day could be one of the most memorable..or shld I say, the most unforgettable occasion smelly egg and I had so far during this one year r/s...

Last yr was simply too pathetic...shall not spell it out...

This yr's totally diff!

Smelly egg actually had plans one week before it and I totally have no ideas what he was planning...

So ytd, he make me starve the morning coz he had "prepared breakfast" for me, which later turned out to be this!!!

Chocolate fudge cake...yummy!!! And I ate 2 slices!!!

Later on, I discovered the Build-a-bear Bear bucks underneath the cake!!!

OMG!!! hehe...

So no doubt, after tt we went Vivo to build my bear ...

Before building, we actually planned to settle dinner at BK, but it was so packed...Having too stubborn cox I really wanted to eat their tendergrill, I made the both of us loiter outside BK while waiting for this couple to finish their lovey-dovey(they already finish their meal!)...we finally had a seat after tt!!! Under my stubborness!

Ok, so , comes the awaited building of bear...the shop was so bustling w pple! So filled with excited pple who keep changing their bears in and out with clothes! So am I!!!

The staff made smelly egg do silly things like " If you want ur gf and the bear to be full and not starving, choose a heart and rub it on ur stomach, rub on the bear's stomach and ur gf's stomach and jump three times"!!!

And he did!!! Its so embarrassing!!!

After difficult choice over the bear's clothings, my bear finally emerge!!!

And its birth cert...

After tt, I happily carry the bear in its box and we went to Sentosa. We happened to sit on the side of the beach beside the place where they had the Song of the Sea going on...and we saw fireworks!!!

OMG!!! Tts the nearest distance I've come to see fireworks and its splendid!!! Oh my, its simply very beautiful!!!

With the breezes of the sea and sa-sha of waves...we end v-day on a happy note :)

And I'm carrying my bear bear in my arms while typing this post...

I'm just so addicted to this song tt's playing on my blog...


I have to listen to it before I start working on my assignments!

Lucky~

Jason Mraz Lyrics

Although I just ate this ytd, but I still miss it.

Can I have a year's supply of kueh lapis???

And this...apple crumble pie anyone??? :( I want to eat !!!

I'm just gonna say %&*I*P)}(*^%%$#$#C F H XL:AP((*&^Y%A$S#%$#$A%&S&*)KS ASI(A^%S%$A#%S^AOSPAPSUYIUA^S&^AS^A(.


This displays my frustration towards pple now.Dun think u r the only one stress.What u have on ur hands is lesser compared to mine.

I watched "Underworld-Rise of the Lycans". Satisfying! Its nice, action-pac and its romantic =) Oh, and its sad. Projects have been tonning and there isn't much time left for me and smelly egg. Ever since CNY, we've not gone out much. He meets to accompany me study while he read his book quietly beside me, if not, to print notes. Today is the only day we can at least watch a movie. So, it was cherished very much by both of us.

Pple ard me have been doing things pretty fast. It seem to me tt either they are all very efficient, if not, they're camp at home buried under projects without a life. Am I too much to catch a simple movie? Or am I slow???


After deep thinking, I've come up with a conclusion. I'm not slow. So, u guys know what I mean!!!

Every time I found sth I like. It will not be long lasting. Tts why I nv admit I like anything.
Now tt I admitted sth tt I like. Its gonna leave me.Pple take things for granted. I take pple for granted, pple took me for granted.I began to feel frustrated again.Just that its more serious this time.I finally break down ytd, and threw everything on my table. Sit down on the floor with my knees in my arms and cry.Nobody's taking me seriously anyway.I scolded mean things to somebody in the past.And tt person did it to me today.It hurts.Tt person must have hurt too in the past.I wonder how tt person tolerated.But I couldn't get over it.Tt person said this before,"What's pass is past".But this time is different.I rmb the past.He sworn it.Its over.

Sometimes when u feel like u can trust somebody, u actually cannot.


This person will do sth behind ur back. Until somebody reveals sth to u, then u'll realise u've been naive to believe tt u two r relying on each other.


Actual fact, the person fend for "itself".


U r nobody to tt person.


SO in a nut shell, stay away from tt person.


If forced by circumstances, u cant.



Then put on a mask.


Afterall, tts what the person did to u.


Tt person is pathetic afterall.


Cox this person will always be treated as a jackass in my heart forever.


Sad for "it".

I just feel useless and helpless.


I feel very down right now. And I just wanna cry it out.

Tmr's CNY! And today's reunion dinner night. =)

Im going to Sentosa Flowers on tue!!! And I'm so gonna enter the "Magic Moments" Online Digital Photography Competition!!! But I haven used a digital cam in my life though there's one at home. Nevertheless, I'm gonna "tiao zhan gao nan du" (Take up the tough challenge) Hehe.

Ooh!!! Happy Chinese New Year!

I bet its Flowers all over the world tonight!