This entry is dedicated to 1 faithful person.



My Beloved Ah Ni Ni



Ah ni ni! Do u know how much I LOVE U?!?

U're so adorable,
so cute,
so sweet,
appealing,
endearing,
pretty,
attractive,
charming,
delightful,
gorgeous,
stunning,
elegant,
dazzling....Are all THESE enough? If not I'll be glad to add more, but DUN say I'm mushy & disgusting ok?!?

I was pondering over some qns...
I came across my frenz's blog and she wrote tt she cant stand those mushy lovey-dovey stuffs...
and I was thinking whether these lovey-dovey filled my life, do they filled YOUR life?



I put some of my fav songs up on this blog, but how many pple wld take the time to listen all of them, who wld take the time to read my past entries...just how many pple wld put in that extra effort to make someone happy in the way tt someone wants?




Well, of all this big big world, one might not be able find ur ideal half...even if u have, how certain r u ,to say tt the person u found is the ideal one...when in fact, sometimes pple dun even know how ideal shld their ideal half be...




Some people ,for fear tt the things they do will make the pple they love go away...and so they DO things tt their loved ones like, and ignore their own feelings and thinking...as time goes by, they forgot abt their stand...their character...most importantly, they forgot who they are, immersing in pool of tears and misery. Only to find tt their so-called "loved ones" will still go away one day, unappreciate of their efforts and hardwork tt they've put in...



Hah! Just some random thoughts of mine! Do u pple understand what I'm talking?

I realized I'm so naive and foolish...I dunno what I'm doing in the past few weeks...Its time to stop all this, before things get ugly...and cant turn back.

I'll go bonkers if I'm continually been stressed by this "vicious cycle" I made up. Is it a vicious cycle? Or is it tt I'm too bothered abt it when its actually nth...

I had a wonderful day today! Though some might say y am I always outside...but I know the time spent was always so short and hard. Pple who didnt see my hardwork can't criticize me. Nonetheless, I know someone out there is also working hard with me also, right? :)

I think this song below best describes my feelings now...Nvm,one week will pass very soon!




Avril Lavigne :: When you're gone



I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

hmmm...from tmr onwards, sm's gonna get stuck in the camp for two whole weeks...tts to say I cant see him as well...haiz. Ytd was the worst day of my life I guess.I really dun wish history to repeat itself agn.Really can't. Though he promised to call everyday, but I doubt its possible to do so since he's serving his reservist,the days must be tired, I can't be so selfish to expect him to call everyday...

Nonetheless, we enjoyed ourselves today. Though Haw Par Villa wasn't really a wonderful place to hang out, but we did enjoy ourselves. Tts good enough.
And 10,000 b.c. was really a good movie!!! Its funny, serious,touching,sacarstic...U name it,they have it.And well, Tt marked our day as well. Though I hate to say it, but I think I'm really gonna miss sm.

I like Him. I like surprises. But I like him more.

I'm currently in a state of hanging-in-the-air.But I'll find my direction real soon.

Im so tired and I had a craving for movies badly...Had a number of movies wanting to watch...(listing not in order)

#L: Change The World
#The Leap Years
#The Diving Bell And The Butterfly **
#Away From Her
#Juno

Hmph...I really wanna watch...

Yeah!I've fallen sick agn! Or shld I say I've never recover ... I'm experiencing influenza & the ulcer tt was heal weeks ago seems to be appearing at the same place agn...haiya...looks like must heed auntie meng's advice & eat more fruits ...