The Protégé

I went to watch The Protégé with yinting.The movie turn out to be v. diff from what I thought.Its quite amazing to see how their “kitchen”where drugs are produced are ,plus how the drug-peddlers and the police nicknamed diff. size and kinds of drug. Though the scene of the female lead been bitten by the rats are horrifying, however, I think her acting skills are fabulous.Her daughter ,to me,is strong.Not physically but mentally.She only cried once and she is obedient,knows how to take care of herself by running to the undercover to look for food.Although she is young and kinda ignorant---but she is good in some way.Other children only knows how to cry. Andy lau’s part is touching and sad.I can understand his point of view to earn fast money,but as the undercover said, his values are wrong.Absolutely to me. The last scene leaves me puzzled. Did or did not the undercover inject the drug?Think not.As I said,the girl is good in some way. Pulls away the needle.

Trust is also another highlight in the movie.I dun understand why the Kun ge(Andy lau's character) would choose to believe in the undercover and when in fact,he doesn't believe in anyone ,not even his business partners.I feel so sorry for him when he said all those things that the undercover and him went through that made him believe in the undercover.His last begging of the undercover to allow him to die shows his love for his family.He deceive himself by believing that the business he did is not wrong,but actual fact,he does know.Thats why he keep saying things like"Its the drug-addicters fault,I did not promote drugs..."over and over again in fast speed.People might think its a funny scene,its does,but there seems to be an underlying meaning to me.
The whole movie compromises of comedy,tragic,harshness of reality and...running away from reality of people.Good movie indeed.

Its 12.35pm and I cant get to sleep.I feel so stressed talkin with my friend, she actually got to thinking and....argh!I 've been having so many sleepless nights ,thinking about so many things that I dun wanna think.Schooling stressed,working unhappy,no work also unhappy,Y is my life so dull and boring?So empty,dry and lifeless!I think Im gonna hibernate and retreat into my own world soon, just like in the past,gu pi!

Frustrated is the word!

I've been hooked on to this jap animations called "Atashin'chin" aka 我們這一家.Its v. hilarious ans it brightens up my day.The characters are,too,v. funny and it portrays problems and situations tts v. close to our livelihood.Its available at the youtube.

The happy family

Daughter and her bestie
The LEAD Character,Mrs Hua!

I just wanna live my life carefree now, sleep 12 hrs a day, read my v, own books, do housework,good temper,smile wide wide everyday.Not everyone have to live the life of someone else,envy doesnt get anyone anywhere, neither do jealousy.Carpe diem,do the things we want, say the things we want, dun let timidness,cowardness overwhelmed us,for we dont know when we be gone.Have a big heart.

Actually I had a draft of ytd's blog, but I cant seem to cont'd the post.Haiz,anyway, my frenz sms ytd telling me she got a tuition assignment,askin me whether to take up anot,i agree and she said will tell me more today.However, she went to ask another frenz of mine TODAY askin her whether she wans the assignment anot.I mean,What is this?I've already agreed and she go on to approach other pple without even telling me the rest ??Can frenz be trusted?NO.Should have known this thoery v. well.The good thing is I did not place too much hope on this task ,if not, I would be cursing and swearing now.Its been more than a year since I've patronize Kbox,haiz, when can I go?PPle say tt 9 Feb is the date of O'lvl results release, one week aft,which is 16 Feb, will be A lvl's turn.What the heck, can they give me a happy CNY?Just 2 days b4 if they release results,I will go bonkers.Furthermore, MY clique are going to take their results at a much later time than me, so,I supposed nobody's gonna go with me...BEST.PUI4Am I supposed to go to the hall and sit down there alone?Like an idiot?And face everything by myself?Damn it.Better to depend on oneself,no one's gonna accompany and support anyone forever.