Listening to Shayne Ward's Breathless (snowflake mix).


Work's been mandane and boring as usual, though there are lots more things to do ytd.


Oh yeah, I've been shoot vulgarities by a student. I've told everyone ytd. He is so low std. My vulgarities vocab might be even greater than his, but I'm not stooping to his level. I'm there to work, not to fight with low std pple and I didn't let this spoilt my day. Gd Job!


I feel so tired and worn out after work each day, and since this is a rough period, smelly egg and me can't spent money like before. Hope this will pass soon and we're able to patronise restaurants without worries.there's still ard 2 weeks before I end my contract. Wish the following 2 weeks quickly pass, and I can leave the job soon! And the pple's there not really nice and friendly. But I dun want to quit because of this. I only have ard 2 weeks left, so, I believe I can make it through! Smelly egg will support me, and vi ce versa.

Apparently, "extreme" has been very unhappy with me and "round head". So, I will spend more time with "extreme" as much as possible. Mark my words, "extreme".

So everything you said are relevant is it? You put in good words, so did I put in gd words for u.


Why do we have to communicate in this freaking platform? Can't we use our mouth to communicate? I demand a confrontation today.


Because I don't understand what you're trying to convey and You don't understand what I'm driving at.


This will continue to draft a bigger and deeper gap.


GET IT? WE NEED TO TALK?!?



Don't splurt out vulgarities the moment you open and close your mouth. You are civilised person k.

Its hard to tear btw work, bf and family. I don't seem to have enough time for anyone of them. I wanna work cox I wan my resume to be fuller and to make my bank account increase with the lines. I want to spend time baking and laughing with my family. I also want to spend more time with smelly egg to make up the lost time during the last sem.



However, "extreme" don't seem to understand. "Extreme" talks from its point of view. I talk from my point of view. However, "extreme", do I ever reprimand u in my blog? Also, U think all the things you do are correct? You complain abt the time you (you all) lost to somebody, did it ever occur to u, where are the time I (WE) lost due to ur SOCIALISATION? Socialisation do brings advantages, however, so far, I didn't see it occuring to you.



Reflect on the days/nights that you spent on socialisation, I BET u nv think of how we spend time at home ALONE.



You are right abt one thing. I am indeed gonna say you r selfish and stubborn cox you only think from your perspective. Wait till you have a bf, I'll see how you tear btw family, bf and your SOCIALISATION. And you mentioned abt B and $30,000 paper? You better watch tt for your socialisation.





There is only one word to describe work now. KNS. The people are hypocrite and just doesn't seem to be the same as in MPH. Though its tough working at the latter, the environment is much better and friendlier than the former. I feel like quitting, but I just don't wanna give up the job just because of tt. I wanna try out sth new but not I've only tried out for one week. I hope I can survive down there.





Talking abt the work, for this week, due to the exam period coming up next week, I'm only assigned to zapping papers the entire week. I've also done some paper work but its crazy. Coz the work's too manual and mandane. Its boring and not efficient!!! No wonder pple in office are so stress, cox they are not efficient at all!!! And also, they keep eating and talking and going to the pantry to make and refill coffee etc...so waste of a time. I don't think tts gonna help them get their work done faster.






Every morning I wake up, I feel like crying coz I need to wake up very early and have to wear makeup and high heels. Nth makes me happy at the work, I went work looking forward to lunchtime. I'm happiest after lunch coz tt means there are only a couple of hours to knocking off. In a nutshell, I look forward to lunchtime when I go work every morning, look forward to knocking off after lunchtime. Compared to the motivation when I was in MPH, at least I got to joke with Shoba and Pat and "Him", not to forget my cute skating guy :) and delicious food in the mall...

I don't to work there!!! But I wanna earn money!!! HOW?!?!?!?!?!

Oh ya, I accidentally met a person whom I had unusual and unhappy experience with. But I'm glad I've forgotten abt his after during the day after bumping into him.

What a long post ~

The feeling I had for the entire day: Crying


If only I could go back to the December on 2007.


I would have been happier.



I would be even happier if I could go back to the toddler's day.


This second half of the year had been tough for most pple. It has been tough on me too.


I could no longer bear this harshness,



All I wanna do is to Runaway.